i don't want to exist anymore
because simply being here means so much more
when you call i wanna be wrapped up in you
but when you don't i can't remember ever wanting to
i hate you
and i hate myself for that
i resent you
and how i already want
to take those lies back
chorus:
listening to the same songs i did
when i was fifteen, a depressed little kid
i know i'm being shallow but
i want to drown myself
bind my wrists and bind my mouth
so that i can't cry out for help
that i don't deserve anymore
maybe i was worth something
when i knew purity
but i am nothing now without
his hands on me
i invited them inside and they
lit matches in me
i am ashes i am ashes
i am empty i am empty
Synth-driven art pop commingles with French and Occitan folk music on the latest from this Geneva-based "micro-choir." Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 15, 2023